Tuesday, September 04, 2007

where do you go little bird...

I handed my dissertation in yesterday and it was just as much the anticlimax as i suspected it would be. That's it. All I can do I have done. now i wait to hear what results i get and whether I get my Masters. whatever that means.

What do i do now? I don't know and that's scary and exciting. I have never felt so alive as when i am cut free and drifting, lifted on a wave and sent crashing down at the same moment. What is the right choice to make at this time? Is it right that at this time when my dad is unwell i am considering a position abroad? I think i'm learning to let go and I know that my decisions are not as permanent as I think they are. I'm still young and i'm going to try a few things out and see what happens. If it doesn't work out then so what.

1 comment:

amy polson said...

Well done on the dissertation! It's an achievement to get one done in a lifetime..but TWO, I'm in awe!! Hope you're well, see you soon hopefully x